Just get the pure Indica. or a Kush
@Flitme PurpNGold mentioned some great strains. GDP is a favorite for myself and the wife for insomnia. Sour D is our daytime go to, but as stated start with micro doses. AK-47 and WW are great say hybrids as well. When I’m out of my typical smoke, I’ll micro dose an indica until I can get my day strains. 
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I have a friend like that. Would rather suffer than experience what could be an end to his pain 
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I hear you, I’ve often contemplated this same thing
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Thank you @OGIncognito I appreciate all advice. I will definitely give those a go!! 
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Well folks. Here is my story.
My brother was killed in a plane crash on this day,4 July some years ago. The pain from that day still stings and I usually cure that with whiskey. My wife has called me a functioning alcoholic, which I accept and admit. But I’m not a loudmouth, abusive, or angry person when drinking. Hell, my first dui I just told the cops, let’s go. Ain’t no need to blow in that thing.
The news of my brothers death, brought to me by my best friends wife while me and him where in the middle of nowhere desert watching a race.
I left the trade I was in, came home to my family and grieved. I then went to culinary school. I worked for many years in that trade, bought a house, raised a family.
I recently went on vacation to see my friend.
I have burn scares from reaching into the overhead broiler. He asked about the scares and I explained that reaching into a broiler, $hit happens
Now we are drinking and laughing about old times when this comes up. Then he says
Oh, was that at McDonald’s?? I blow it off
Oh, was that at Wendy’s?? Then I say, hey ease up
Oh let me guess, KFC??
Then I calmly explained who are you to judge me because I was a chef and didn’t stay in the aviation business. Today is 4 July. I will grieve and remember my brother. But I will not remember the friend I lost last week
Happy Independence Day everyone!!
Remember those who fought
Remember those who are serving
Remember the ones who gave all
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I have no likes left @Woodrow. Grief never seems to leave us and the pain is only dulled by the passing of time. I often wonder at those that have gone before us and if they suffered in the same way as we do. Don’t know if sharing your grief helps helps or not my friend but getting it out there definitely does. Happy 4th to you and yours 
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A song I always listen to on this day @Davyg
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I love this and have added it to my play list. Thank you for sharing a painful memory. Takes a lot to get it out there. The pain does dull over time, not by much but it does dull
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Here’s something to chew on
The memories feed the pain
The pain feeds the addiction
The addiction feeds the memories
I do not know one soul on the forum. We all have scares. It’s just great that @latewood started this thread. Sometimes just typing to complete strangers, who share a bond we cannot explain is that one little 
that gets us through the day
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So so true, I know it has eased a lot of pain. Man I feel your sadness today
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This pretty much sums life up mate.
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@Woodrow at least you Know that your brother is looking down upon us all today and couldn’t be happier about you and your life! That’s worth it’s weight in lbs…. Sorry for your loss and happy fourth everyone. Cheers
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The 2 kittens wiht fading kitten syndrome are doing fine, although the female is somewhat blind. Wish I had found her a few days earlier when I found the male. Both driving me crazy now, as I have to allow them to get big enough to go back outside and be safe. 
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Have you tried Robert’s strain, Gold Leaf? High tHC/CBD content.
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I love that sentiment brother! If only more people felt this way and the world would be a happier place.
We can make our own happiness, in between the pain, we find a way. thanks Bro
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Idecided that I did not need ot add it to a playlist…I iwll just listen to it when I enter this thread of life we have going on. Peace
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LOL. That is a god one.
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It kinda sums life up 
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Well… This the weekend we hold concert for our drummer, Cpan. KirMu friend #4 this year as mentioned previously.
It is going to be a party Saturday night. Got a great group of musicians going to send off our Brother
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