I’ve smoked in moderation for decades and were actually on the same crappie medicine that methadone is some bad stuff man I am over it
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Right but with 3 titanium plates holding my scull to my spine at my C-2 , C-3 , C-4 with 6 screws is pretty harsh managing the pain and working in a factory lifting 35 - 150 lb plus motors for 12 hours a day 5-6 days a week , I’m opiate defendant pretty much , but I’ve been down this road before when my 2 year old son died in my arms in 2002 and was in a deep depression during heroin , so I just make the best of what life throws at me , don’t complain and just try to survive it all my friend . The mind is the most powerful thing in a human compare to evolution and science , it’s nothing a mind cannot figure out , nor over come when it’s made up , I salute you @Hogmaster .
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Much respect to both of you
@yoshi
@Hogmaster
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@yoshi this is what I’m dealing with the bottom left screw is broken and the middle right screw is bent how I did it was working in a warehouse lifting boxes also 10-150 pounds 12-14 hrs a day I’m so sorry about your son I will pray for you my friend
I also would like to thank you for going through my first indoor grow from start to finish you have been a great help you don’t know how much I appreciate it and I had a lot of good help from other people helping me out along the way
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Man that is very bad looking
My mother his nine vertebrae fused 2 titanium rods and i dont know how you all do it. You have real strength man
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Wow , man life is never the same once they put foreign material in a human body , but what I learn through bereavement is it takes a life to save a life , it’s the Eco system to living . My kid was a big science project to doctors , the hardest part was believing in false hope when they knew it was no chance of survival for him . He had 11 brain surgeries before he was 11 months old , it’s was very , very hard on me . I blamed myself and over dose twice but Heaven or Hell didn’t want me , so by the Grace of God is what I can only figure , I’m still here after shooting 60 cc of heroin and cocaine and survive it , I still ask sometimes Why ? But I’ve learn to except it each year , but I can never forget what life was like living through those moments . @Hogmaster my plan is to retire at 45 , and I just turn 41 in September but I have a couple of investments , trying to find financial peace and survive what’s left of this ungrueling world , but I don’t think any of us can live without some sort of pain on some level . Every man Dies , but only half ever Live ?
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Unfortunately it’s just a part of life got a deal with what you Got
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I’m just trying to maintain , live it and make the best of what’s left .
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the doctors have been trying to fuse me up for over twenty years…aint ever gonna happen. I know many people who have had it done and none of them would do it again if they could remake the decision.
really frustrates my neurologist, lol.
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Yeah you definitely have plenty wattage in there for sure , but make sure your distance is far enough to not light burn them , but the more light the bigger the return .
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It also helps I work 2days a week
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I’m 40 so amazing how alike we are god bless you my bud buddy you have Bernard great deal of help I owe this grow to you my friend 
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To me @Hogmaster ? Well I cannot take all the credit but thank you I just give what I’ve learned in all honest from my experience , which I’m by no means a seasoned grower , I just studied the basics , but it’s more a extreme combination of many here that we all learn different methods from each other and help many to get success , but to ILGM and Roberts whole team gets the credit , but we are very pleased to each and every member reach they desired results in each grow is why we have the best community of cultivators on the interweb !
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I just wanted say to all living in pain, I understand. I also have a titanium plate in my neck holding 2 pieces of cadaver bone in. If you fall a sleep in the wrong position you can suffer for weeks! My best friends now are Opana, a type of morphine, and oxycodone. These meds are actually prescribed for my right leg which has a lot of nerve damage from a accident. I have neuropathy in both feet from frost bite on a duck hunting trip many years ago. Getting old sucks! Mike. Ps that plant looks nice!
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Ready to harvest then yee haw . Congratulations those are some nice looking plants . I still have about 3 or 4 weeks to go on mine but they are looking good also .
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@Hogmaster they still look pretty young to me are u sure their ready to harvest or are u getting inpatient… 
Over 10 weeks and I have 7 more going all trycomes are milky and right around 40-50% are amber thanks for your concern they’re the size of baseballs and softballs the tops are
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Them Mezhi lights create a deep lush green color in your foliage , man they look great .