when i say needed family i refer to niece sis and aunty
@whatbuddyboy I have to verify that so Iām not stepping on the experts toes as if Iām trying to teach , I have no problem sharing any and everything I do , but under contract agreements I donāt post much of the big commercial farms I manage and the largest one Iām invested , so due to engineering designs and setups , you know how that can spill over , so we will definitely get you to a comfort level in what all you are trying to do here in your garden .
Yes Sir my aunt just turn 89 after being diagnose with level 5 throat cancer over 10 years ago she was supposedly be dead but somehow the cancer just keeps shrinking as she self medicate with the R.S.O I learn to make is all this was about , how to do it and save money because back than you could not buy R.S.O from any and every pot shop , it was only the street chemist who cooked Crack and methods you had to find and hope they can make it 20 years ago !
My sister just turn 52 and she been fighting colon cancer the last 11 years and again the medical science is confused to what but they refused to terminate what they are doing from my reading book worm ass has found tons of information on studies in cannabis and cancer , it was not easy my brother , trying to get my Aunt and sister to even try it cause of what it was made from , I lost thousands trying to put it in food and drinks and they would just throw it in the garbage and I had watch them suffer and be scared , I was helpless , and than my niece was born with an aggressive brain 
cancer and she was only given months from birth , God is my witness , she just turn 19 in August this month , So God and the will to survive and the power of healing all starts in the heart and mind , so Iām here buddy we will fight to win together okay love you man , I have to take my nap and Iāll be back on later in the early morning before 3 am prayer ; but if you need to let me have it and Iāll help burden tge struggle with you my friend , I love you man and Iām serious about that ok , I love you brother and we will fight this together some how ok !
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@yoshi your all i ask for ,your all im looking for and all i need buddy. the more people in the mix the harder i have to decipher whatās right . you have a tried and tested method which is what i need right now
@dbrn32 you have no idea the void you just filled in my heart Sir , seriously I tilt my hat and at attention ; I salute you Sir thank you for your heart 
! It means so much more than words
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@yoshi sleep well i will chat to you tomorrow, your a star and your family are lucky to have you and so am i kiddo x
I love you Sir and soon as you say you have that same kind of unconditional love and learn to not be so angry , itās okay to not be okay you hear me , you just donāt get better by yourself , especially in certain situations we donāt take accountability for our circumstances and our own truth . Watch this now , this is very powerful , as soon as you say you love more than you been angry lately , you will see a shift in your wife health , if you donāt believe me , than try it and watch what happens if you donāt think Iām anointed and real . Start telling people thank you and Blessings and I love you , regardless of who they are , itās a love test ? If you can past that test , than you put God under account to prove Himself and trust me Sir , you will never out Give God , ever ! But if you want something from God , itās will cost you something thatās a hard sacrifice, So what are you willing to put up in exchange for your wife a more better health response , I challenge you to start telling people and really mean it from your heart , You love them , and whatever you make happen for others, donāt think God will not take account and show up mysteriously ND shift your whole life for the better , donāt listen to me , just try it , I dare you to try it and prove me wrong , you write it down , sleep with it , read to yourself every morning as a reminder and in 71 days , I promise you your wife next doctors appointment will be better , now I dare you to try this while Iām praying for it and keep me posted and see if things donāt change in your world for the better .
@whatbuddyboy see we are not as smart as we think we should be , because I learn the very thing you want more of , is the very thing you give away honestly and with love and watch in months you will get back triple of what you poured out of you , this is how simple Godās system works , Iām not talking bout no church and religion , Iām talking about real spiritual powerful stuff that works , and it you brave enough to do as Iām told to tell you from my spirit , you will come to learn the truth and how it works.
Now you say you a man right ? Iām saying this from a good place now , this is no salty message , itās a real one I promise you this , I can feel it in my spirit , I felt your tears when you wrote what you wrote , I know how hard that was for a guy like you , oh itās going to get very powerful in a minute , just stay tuned my friend , you have no idea of whatās about to happen for the greater good in your life .
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Great Rising , itās that time I called the most important hour of the day Iād at Watch hour ! One hour everyday for the last 10 years is my commitment.
Father as we find new ways to go on , we ask for healing of old wounds that has left us abandoned and feeling less than , why us God we ask , God said why not you , I love you too , Okay Father we shall continue in faith and believing in your mysterious powers in Jesus name amen . Iāll be here my friend until 2 pm so if you need me just speak and we will figure it out together or we will find someone to help is clearly . Iām ready when you are Sir .
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i am going to try this what you have suggested with all my heart so here goes @yoshi , @dbrn32 , @Nicky , @PurpNGold74 @JJ520 and last but not least @ILGM.Support i love you all whole heartedly and im look forward from here on with my head raised know you have my back. thank you all.
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Always happy to help a fellow grower if I can 
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and you can @JJ520 so keep it up mate and have yourself a great weekend.
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ive been at this 5 and a half hours i have a bin liner full off leaveās but only half way through but ill stay with it for 5 and a half more to get it done i just hope im doing a good job yaāll
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Yeah my feed and heavy trim day usually itās three hours once a week other feed and trims arenāt so bad cuz thatās just minor tune-up
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im knackered but ill see it through to the bitter end lol
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A strait 9 hours of defoliating and trimming, what a day but all worth it in the end. no pain no real gain lol. night all.
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@whatbuddyboy how it feels to tell strangers you really love them ? Try convincing a stranger you love them unconditionally and watch how weird they treat you like dude you ok , but Why ? None of us I think really may experience that kind of real authentic true unconditional love from anyone , so why not give what was never giving to you , and when I done this to challenge my own walk in life as to love , I had no idea its was that simple key to get into Alice and the Wonderland of Unbelievably joy , A love so strong for others , your everyday life becomes a threat ; that itās so powerful, everyday feel just as opposite of love, cause all what we go through in a 24 hour day in time , but I cannot be more honest than this Sir . This is the only truth fact to Life that I learn works everytime you apply it , and it has to work for anyone who is brave enough and man enough are woman enough to try it !
(IN THIS NEXT STATEMENT , IF I CAN GET 5 STRANGERS FROM HERE TO TAKE ON A CHALKENGE , INCLUDING YOU @whatbuddyboy , IT WILL BE LIFE CHANGING FOR AT LEAST 3 OF THE 5 INTO WATCH THIS MILLIONAIREāS STATUS WITHIN 5 YEARS !
Take your time to process what I wrote in big bold characterization ?
But Iām willing to probe it works and itās simple! I
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to be fare where im from @yoshi that would probably get me into some serious hurt so i would have rto act carefully not mention i would we well out of my comfort zone
also @yoshi i think i might have a problem loving a stranger because who is to say that very same stranger i have love for isnt beating his wife or shouting at his kids or doing the many things that dont sit right with me as a individual?
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