Sounds like you should have taken another hit you were still standing on the launch pad, getting the jitters from it, or maybe you done the right thing and Im just a really disturbed psyconaut. Lol I would ingest hero doses and go outside and not be able to come back for about 10 hrs or so if you know what I mean and Im a dumbass also. 
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My PSA to all the kiddos out there, drugs are bad, Mmmmmkay.
Lsd did do a number on me to be honest. Time to drop a serious post here on Hillbillys storytime. I was 15 years old and had been up tripping for a couple days when around the time of morning most folks get up I was dragging in and found out my mother had been killed in an accident at our driveway. For a longtime I wasnt sure if I wasnt just on a really bad trip or if it was real. So my honest advice to anyone is always be mindful when you say goodbye to someone because you never know when it might be for the last time. And if your going to use hallucigens, not spelled right Im a pothead, make sure you know your setting well, are with trusted people and that you havent got alot going on negatively, it will effect you experience. Be safe yall. 
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Wry well said. I just watched a clip on YouTube with Jimmy Page and the last thing he said, was love the people you’re with because when you walk out the door, you don’t know when you walk back in if they’re still gonna be there.
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Pot size? Basically, yes, that’s what I’ve been using. Really can’t over do cause it’s not immediate available and won’t burn roots.
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So true, and what an incredible talent that man has. Using a bow string on a guitar 
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Thats kinda what I figured I just wanted to make sure. To be honest I dont measure much anymore its either by the handful or by a pinch. Lol
Oh yeah, these are 5 gals.
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I’m with you. There’s not really measuring needed. I couldn’t tell you how much I use because I measure in palm full, 3 or 4 finger pinches, etc. In a 5’er I’d say 1/4 cup would be the amount of a palm full I add
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Yea i fill you @VaHillbilly my dad was killed in car wreck also one day here next day gone.
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Figured we both probably learned it the same way. Lol I go with big handfuls about ½ cup, small handfuls about ¼, and 1, 2 or 3 finger pinches for the smaller amounts. Yeah I ditched the measuring cups a few years ago, now i eyeball everything. It was about the same time I learned the least amount of mucking with em you do usually the better they grow. 
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Sorry to hear that Reed my friend, thats a hard loss for sure. 
It can take you to sum dark places that can be very hard to come back from. Losing my mother was a devastating tradgey for my young life and took me to a bad bad place but having to bury my Son, that is a pain I cannot put into words brother, every cell in my body screamed for something to take the pain away, nothing would, I cried until my eyes ran dry for days, I threw up until I would just dry heave, and sob. I wanted to die, well I wanted to not feel anything anymore I guess is more like it. It ripped part of my soul away from me and is one of those things that change you permentally, you are never the same after it, sure you finally rejoin the world, smile and fake your way thru it but for me it took over 10 years and a butt load of store bought Serotonin to even try and start to heal. Heck Im still not healed up from it and probably never will be but I keep on trying for the sake of my other children. Dang pull up captain you went to deep, too dang deep I tell ya. Shew 
sorry Reed, and Im really sorry about your Dad man its another one of those where your never really the same ever again.
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Thank you @VaHillbilly this August made 28 years that he’s been gone and yes took me long time to get straightened out and it did take me to dark places that I don’t want to go back too
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Well, I for one, am glad you made it back my friend, this world can be a dark place so we need more people who know the way to be lighthouses because we never know when we might be the one who gets lost.
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Very well said Sir @VaHillbilly 
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Good morning gromies hope all good
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Thank you Kap! Your a Rockstar!
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Amen @VaHillbilly … So true.
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Good morning @VaHillbilly
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Sadly Ma’am, it happens alot more than we like to admit.
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Morning Reed or actually good night Reed lol.
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Good morning @VaHillbilly
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